Must go on

sTrapped in a world full of hate,
with no way out, but yet I know that I must go
on.

Day to Day I struggle with pain so
unbearable, that often times I wish I could,
move on to another place, but once again I know that I
must move on.

But there is a question that I must ask and
mabe you can answer, Why must we move on.

IT'S TIME

Its time to take a stand for what is right,
Its time to believe in ourselves
It's time to trust one another,  rather
than look for fault in one another.

It's time to take control of our lives
rather than let someone else play us
like a puppet.
It's time to learn how to walk more rather
than talk more.

It's time to look at our lives for what they
are and not what others think that it should be.
It's time , It's time and that is all we have is time

CHARITY CHARITY CHARITY

First of all I would like to thank you for at least taking the time to read this  blog, I believe with all my heart that this is the most important post that I will ever publish .
 I do not know if many of you know this but I am a dialysis patient and have been for over a year now, and let me tell you it is no cake walk not by a long shot.

This posting is not about me but it is about another dialysis patient that is in need of assistance. She is bound to a wheel chair and this is where the problem is, it her transportation . The van that her son brings her in has no wheel chair lift .. All she has  is  two hand made ramps that are made of particle board and when she is brought down those ramps they look like they are going to buckle and that is something that I do not want to see happen.

So here is what I would like to do and I am going to need your help doing this . I own a web site called
Jude's electronics gifts for all , and what I have come up with is this for every dollar that is spent at the web mall I will put Fifty Cents of that dollar into a collection plate to go toward getting this young lady a wheel chair lift. Now for the ones who are thinking yeah right well here is how we can prove this . When the time has come to purchase the lift I will post pictures all over this blog my web mall and Facebook to insure that I am a man of my word. She needs us , So please as soon as you are finished reading this posting go to my site at http://www.judesgiftsforall.amazingwebmall.com/ and find what ever you want I have music ,electronics, games, even free offers listed, as well as search widgets from amazon to where you can virtually find anything you want. I promise you again that Fifty Cents of every dollar that is spent there will go towards her a wheel chair lift so please show this fine young lady the compassion in your hearts and help here.
Again the web address is http://www.judesgiftsforall.amazingwebmall.com/.

I'M SORRY

I'm sorry for leaving you behind, for I was self centered
and thought I needed change,,
Only to find later that it was the greatest mistake I could ever make.

I'm sorry for the heart ache and pain that I
I have caused the night I walked out the front door,
Thinking of no one but my self .

I'm sorry for leaving my one and only son behind,
Leaving him to wonder why his father left him ,
And in that I am sorry that I am not there watching him
grow into a fine young man.

I'm sorry for all the wrong I have caused in your,
Life  for the misery of raising our child alone
Now my world is incomplete without you,
I know know what true pain is as I lay awake at
night wishing for that second chance to make things right,
Wishing the nightmare that I caused would end,
And that the second chance opportunity would knock
on my front door , But I know that a wish is all that will remain
and as my eyes begin to close at night my last thought is
I'M sorry, I'm sorry, oh god I,m so sorry

PS . this poem is dedicated to my ex wife Francis Sue Reeves and my son Glen Ray Jude JR.
who I still deeply love and think about all the time , I know the words I'm sorry has no meaning but its the actions that matters . I really never meant to hurt you and my son and its the one mistake that i will never
be able fix all I can do is say that I am sorry.and I know that I Will never have the chance to make things right
again  and that is the one thing I deeply regret. Anyway I am truly sorry

Dialysis

My breathing becomes labored as my lungs fill
with fluid,
My legs begin to swell like balloons ready to burst
at any given moment.

Poisons and toxins are flowing through me like a
deadly cobra sliding silently through the tall meadows
ready to end its prey life at any given moment.

But then at last a heavenly sound engulfs my ears.
Its the hum of my second chance in life.
Now my breathing becomes clear ,my legs
begin to return to normal,
And now I watch as the deadly toxins and poisons
are being removed from my body and then new lie is then restored
back to me.

PS.... Thank you dialysis for given me a second chance in life , I admit at first I did not want to accept what you guys was trying to give me but know I am so grateful , there are no words that can explain what you have given me , but this poem is dedicated to you . And once again thank you so much,from the bottom of my heart

Why

Why me I ask, why so much pain must I endure
Why so much heartache that seems to flow through  my
life.
Why must I continue to endure the torment of this
cold hateful world.

Why, Why Why I keep asking ,but yet no matter how many times
I ask Why there is never an answer to be given.

So now I ask you why do you know why things are
the way they are
Do you know why.

Home - Judes Electronics Gifts For Al

Home - Judes Electronics Gifts For Al

You want x box games and ipod, mp3 players this is the place to go i even have dvds and a
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now here is a product really worth buying I have one my self and it goes where ever i go

Winds That Whisper

The winds whisper in my ear, quietly soothing,
my soul for no one else to hear.
My heart aches, for something in which I do,
Not know

I am lonely ,as I sit in my home day after day,
And night after night
Often wondering why my only companion is
the whisper of the wind that quietly soothes my
Soul

In the morning I wake to what seems complete
emptiness, with no one to share,
The dreams I had through the night ,
All i can do is sit at the kitchen table drinking
coffee and wondering if anyone will have interest
in me.

For now all I have is the winds that whisper,
soothing my hurting soul,, my only hope is to find
someone soon