I'M SORRY

I'm sorry for leaving you behind, for I was self centered
and thought I needed change,,
Only to find later that it was the greatest mistake I could ever make.

I'm sorry for the heart ache and pain that I
I have caused the night I walked out the front door,
Thinking of no one but my self .

I'm sorry for leaving my one and only son behind,
Leaving him to wonder why his father left him ,
And in that I am sorry that I am not there watching him
grow into a fine young man.

I'm sorry for all the wrong I have caused in your,
Life  for the misery of raising our child alone
Now my world is incomplete without you,
I know know what true pain is as I lay awake at
night wishing for that second chance to make things right,
Wishing the nightmare that I caused would end,
And that the second chance opportunity would knock
on my front door , But I know that a wish is all that will remain
and as my eyes begin to close at night my last thought is
I'M sorry, I'm sorry, oh god I,m so sorry

PS . this poem is dedicated to my ex wife Francis Sue Reeves and my son Glen Ray Jude JR.
who I still deeply love and think about all the time , I know the words I'm sorry has no meaning but its the actions that matters . I really never meant to hurt you and my son and its the one mistake that i will never
be able fix all I can do is say that I am sorry.and I know that I Will never have the chance to make things right
again  and that is the one thing I deeply regret. Anyway I am truly sorry